Stuff (%!(_+_!!!!!!! & in need of Answers !!

Ok, so lets first start with some updates...Brittany is still suffering with headaches, not as frequent but she is still having them... BD #1 ... That is a whole Jerry Springer show.. dont even want to start there.. Other than, Numbers have been blocked, I have been stalked and he is officially CRAZY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Erin is now sick with some sort of virus, high fever, headache and such. Brittany had it last week so now Erin has it lovely.. Hu? And Erin ended up giving it to her BFF Savanna as well...
As I have been going through so much CRAP the past few weeks and when I say CRAP I mean a whole bucket load of it... I have to ask myself a few questions...

1. Why are some peoples views of FAIR are so miscued ????
2. I have been told that some people dont like me lately... Hummmm, Should I care?
3. As a christian... I have alot that has been on my plate..

*Should I care if someone does not like me?
*Should I let it bother me so much that some peoples version of fair or equal is so WAY OFF ?
*How can I get this hate out of my heart?
*Will I ever be able to look at these people again and not feel anger?
* Why do I let it bother me so much? & How can I get over it?

Now that I have thrown a few questions out there at you.... Give me some feedback.. I have prayed, read bible verses, yelled, cursed, ect.. and just when I think I am OVER it.. Something else gets brought up and my anger fumes once again..