1 day to go!!! =)

1 more day!!! Thats all I can say about my beach trip =) I know you are tired of reading about the beach, I bet you are like "Will you go already"!
Anyho, Brittany just e-mailed me, she told me how much she misses me and loves me, how sweet, she does love me I guess! She even said she missed Erin, I cant believe that one. She did however mention that Chance looks like a fish and for me to tell him. She has not been away long enough to miss him I guess.
Taelor has practice tonight for the first time and Erin has a PTA program so Chance will be with her tonight and I will be with Taelor.
I decided last night that "I need to accept the things that I can not change" and accept the people that I have to be in contact with for who they are.
I can no longer worry about whether my house looks like DFCS will come and take my children away at any moment (my house is really not that bad it just feels like it sometimes) I can no longer worry about all of these practices, games, events. It will all work out somehow, it just has too!! If I get home at 10:30 -11:00 with all of these double header games Taelor has so be it. My house will be there when I get home, and as long as the kids are having fun playing ball I will be there to tote them where ever they need to be. That is my new outlook on life. I am not going to say I will not have a breakdown every now and then, but when I do just remind me about my statement above.
Have a great Thursday!!!